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My name is Vaanya. I am an Energy Transformational Coach and Transpersonal Counselor. I have been counseling and healing people from four years which is based on the principles of Quantum Physics.
I have been learning and exploring more about life, consciousness, energies, humans and their emotions. I have successfully counseled, physically healed and contributed towards changing lives of hundreds of people.
My Early Years
I am born and grew up in Delhi. During my childhood, I never enjoyed good health. Had some or the other illness right from infancy.
Doctors were unable to diagnose correctly sometimes, and I have spent almost five years of my childhood in hospitals. My health had deteriorated to such an extent that doctors have claimed that I had been fortunate to get “re birth” twice in this one life!
Moreover, I was an introvert and quiet girl who didn’t have any friends. I got my schooling done from the ordinary, government run schools of Delhi. Everyday after school, I would spent hours indoors and alone, in one corner of my room. I didn’t have the confidence to talk to anyone. I am sure none of my teachers or school mates would remember me talking.
After middle school, I wanted to opt for Science as main subjects to study, but my father told me that he could not afford the science education being expensive and he had to take care of three children.
Hence I had no choice other than pursuing Commerce for further studies.
I have been studying Chartered Accountancy after high school. But I had to quit pursuing CA right before final exams due to circumstances.
My father had left for his heavenly abode and being the eldest sibling I had to own the responsibility of running my household.
This was the turning point of my life, and I was keenly looking for an answer to this question “Why did it happen with my Dad?”
The reason for passing of my Daddy as given by doctors was kidney failure.
According to medical science, it happens because of diabetes and alcoholism.
But none of this was nowhere close to reality. My father had none of these problems ever in life. So I was not ready to accept whatever doctors had to say and I wanted to know the real reason.
I could sense that the medical treatment which my Daddy received was not correct and driven by commercialism.
The wrong line of treatment topped with the threatening, unkind and fear-inducing behavior of the doctor made it worse and he couldn’t survive any longer. Listening to the doctor’s advice in harsh words, my daddy’s confidence was shaken, and he lost his will power.
Well, after my daddy’s demise, needless to say, I was grieved deeply, and with the immediate experience which followed his death, I made up my mind to put my studies of Accountancy on hold.
Not only I had to take up my fathers’ role of the bread-winner for a family of four, but I also wanted answers for my questions. What was that could not save my father’s life?
With this question haunting my mind day and night, I gathered up myself to move on. To begin with, the simplest thing I could do was teaching.
I started giving home tuitions to school kids.
It helped me making quick and honest money, but it never gave me any sense of fulfillment.
During those days, the hardships of life lead to the path of exploring myself and the questions I carried in my heart. This journey belonged to me alone. I had no one to support, except my mom.
She stood behind me like a strong pillar who was always by my side and never stopped me from doing anything. She couldn’t do much and has her own health issues. She too was depressed after losing her husband, but she still instilled faith and trust in me, which became my strength.
In every decision for the family either small or big, it was me who had to take charge of everything. This was the most interesting phase of my life.
I had no one in my life to share anything. I spent many nights weeping my sorrows to my pillow. It was the only companion I had. I had to release all this to my pillow each night so that the next morning I can stand tall and strong in front of my mother to take care of everything.
I call this phase interesting because this phase has made me whatever I am today. The gift of this phase was that I discovered myself.
Before this time, I did not know who I am?
Until this phase, I was a dumb girl who didn’t know how to talk. I never valued my own worth and never accepted my own existence. I was lost somewhere and never attempted to mark my presence.
But this phase helped me realize my own value and uncovered my hidden capability and potentials. Once shy and silent girl suddenly grew up to become very vocal and outgoing.
How I discovered myself?
With this question which arose on my daddy’s passing, lead to a trail of more questions. I wanted to know about life and death, about myself, my BEing, about life after death and lots more. I had this quest to know about Gods/Goddesses, religion, spirituality, destiny. I wanted to know everything about all sorts of creations and life.
Meanwhile, I carried on tutoring kids; I had made up my mind that although I could not do anything for my Daddy’s health and felt helpless to save his life, I would not let this happen to others.
I resolved that I would contribute and help people around me to combat illness and empower them so that they don’t get victimized by any fearful situations and distress.
There was no one to help and guide me in my crisis, but that would not stop me from contributing towards others.
This commenced my journey on to the path of learning alternate healing. I didn’t have any basic idea whom to approach and where to go for learning that but the universe gave me strong signs.
Instead of me finding what to do next, things came up my way on their own with ease. I simply followed the signs and everything following was like connecting the dots.
Yet this journey was tough on me. I found myself lost between finding balance among managing household needs and this quest of discovering and exploring self.
Money was always a concern for all matters, and there were so many low phases when I felt I was done. I didn’t want to live any more.
I feared talking to anyone, lacked courage and confidence and had no friends. This fearful attitude always held me back to befriend the new people I met at various places. The situation was such that when I had to spend the whole day out of home, I would not eat anything at all. I had spent many hours alone at beaches or terrace, near banks of lake, crying to myself.
In this internal turmoil, I had an expectation that things will shape up the way I wanted or planned. I was waiting for things to sort out in a predefined way. I was actually not receiving what universe was showing me.
Universe has its own way of giving signs, and we just have to be aware of perceiving them. Though I was reading those signs to some extent but I was not interpreting them the way they were.
I was trying to fit them into my own structure or box. This approach was certainly not working, and it disturbed me more.
And then, one day I happened to attend one of the classes of Dr. Dain Heer. In his class, I was gifted with a name for myself as “Blessing” by Dain.
One more thing I observed since ever was that all people whomsoever I met told me that meeting me was turning Lucky for them.
They felt my presence brought solutions to many ongoing problems and they could directly or indirectly relate to me being a blessing for them. This popped up a new question here that if I’m a blessing truly then why am I not blessed myself?
After this question, the next three months went off receiving many signs from the universe which came through many people I came across at different places, yet they had similar things to tell me.
Everyone I came across was repeating the terms “gift” and “blessing” while referring to me. Initially, I didn’t believe or agree with them, but it went on repeating itself so intensely that I quit resisting it. Still, I lacked the courage to accept what all they were saying.
But the day I decided to stop trying to fit in and embrace this fact that I was born to stand out, and when I did that I was surrounded by the best kind of people. Those, who not only accepted my uniqueness also loved me for the same.
After this, I could see a magical shift in my life, and I have become a living example of “ask, and you shall receive”.
This journey of exploring myself is endless, and I have learnt about Quantum Physics, dealing with mind, emotions, body, brain, heart, consciousness and energy.
I also have learnt about Ayurveda and am seeking more knowledge on the other Vedas. After reading many titles on various books based on human body and healing, I have come to know that all the branded techniques being sold in the market, which sometimes also have a tag of being imported from other countries like Japan, china or Germany, have their origin from our own ancient Indian scripture. It has become a practice that we do not value our heritage of knowledge but readily buy it when it comes back with fancy tags and foreign names attached to it.
This journey which began in the form of struggles has eventually turned into an adventure wherein I have traveled to many places, have met many wonderful people and acquired knowledge.
Along with this knowledge, whatever my awareness has taught me has also given me immense confidence and courage. I have become fearless and have acknowledged myself as a whole.
Now I’m creating my life, and I am to here to share the maximum of the wisdom I have gained.
I believe in magic and miracles and wish to sprinkle that magic at all the places I go and all the lives that cross paths with mine.
You can connect with me at firstname.lastname@example.org